Ex motivation

Hola Hola Hola,

Okay so this week I'm starting fresh, putting last week behind me.
Today I have consumed- 6 strawberries, half an orange, small salad, 3 dates, loads of water with lemon juice and veggie omelet. No idea how many calories :S

So new turn in my life.. just as life is getting in to order, in control, things are fairly neutral & I'm set.. my ex has just come along.
He randomly invited me to the G.love and John Mayer concert in May- just me and him. He decides to dump his gf (which he's been with for a year), pull some sweet talk on me, bring back memories, offer to take me out for dinner (to my fav place, which means I'll probably over eat) and expects me to be with him again like nothing ever happened.
And yeah I nearly fell off my seat when I got the invite to the concert and yeah i was stoked to hear from him but he's just screwing with me yet again.
He's a good guy and he's a tonne of fun to be with but I can see everyone saying to me "Skab, not again, don't do it!"
He's so damn persistant, he texts me like 50 times a day, he brings 'us' up in nearly every message.
I hate him so much.. yet I could so easily fall for him again.
Anyways, we're going to the bay for dinner on Sat night after work. I just hope he doesn't want to swim.. my body is a mess right now!
So anyways he's another motivation for losing the weight. I want to show him what he could have had, Tease him a lil then show him how much it hurts when he can't have what he wants.
Yes I'm a bitch! But I need the motivation & besides it's his turn to be messed with.

Anyways nighty night..